" I didn't want to say i'm sorry for breaking us apart.
I didn't want to say its my fault even though i know it was.
I didn't want to call you back because i knew i was wrong.
One and the same, never to change.
Our love was beautiful.
We got it all, destined to fall.
Our love was tragical.
Wanted to call, don't need to fight.
You know i wouldn't lie.
But tonight, we'll leave it on the line. "

; On the line - Demi Lovato and the Jonas Brothers.


Every love story begins with a beautiful start.
First fight, first misunderstanding, first argument.
First day, first date, first kiss.
Slowly.. things turn out wrong.
Slowly.. the fights start to get out of hand.
Slowly.. Painfully.. Everything is over.
You'll miss them.
The way their body articulates (hahah),
the inside jokes you both share,
the things you keep between each other,
how they hug you from behind,
how they kiss you,
the way they hold you,
the way they tug your shirt because they want you to get close to them,
the way they place their hand into yours.

Last night was tiring.
I know i couldn't save it but at least i tried.
So, i went to sleep with a heavy heart.
Every scene in my dream had you in it.
I know what it all meant, but this time its different.
I never cried that its over this time.
Maybe its because some parts of me are already prepared for it.
And honestly, i was very tired of you treating me like that ocassionally.
Now its over, i don't have to deal with the pain anymore.
I know i'll miss you.
But i'll get over you sooner or later.
I'm sorry for giving and causing you so much pain only for me.
But i thank you, for giving me so much love.
And sharing our love together.
I'm always happy when i see you.
Chapter closed.


Well, i finally realize i'm just like my dad! :) !
Not like my mum can already hahah.
My dad and i always give in to the ones we love.
We'll be the one apologizing to them, always.
We'll do everything they told us too.
But when its too much, we both blow up.
Telling them we've had enough.
But in the end, we regret.
My dad will never lose my mum. :)
But i know i will lose you.
And OMG, honor society is so good!
I realize that a friend like Eric, still exists. :)
Thanks. ;)

ANYWAY.
Playing pool ~ ! \m/ ^^v !
Verli excited!!! x 10000000 !

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